Thursday, November 19, 2009


Hello my darlings. I've been out all day going from doctor's appointments to labs and pharmacy to fill out some new prescriptions. I'm so mad right now, I can actually scream! I already deal with several health issues and so far I've been a real trooper about it. I take care of myself, I don't miss doctor's appointments, I take all my meds and basically do everything as I'm told. But come on! Enough already! I can't, no, I don't want to deal with yet another problem! I'm so tired of this! Now I have to take two different types of meds that make me drowsy and slow, I have so much going on, I don't have time for this.

I'm sorry for the rant, I guess I'm in need of some support to boost my morale. Will you guys pray for me, please? I'm having an MRI and EEG in two weeks and I just pray and hope that things are not as bad as I was lead to believe today. I really don't want to take these meds, but the doctor said I have no choice but to do it, at least until the test results and then, maybe something else can be done.

I'm so sorry I have nothing nice to show you today, my darlings. No art work, no nothing. Just the rants of a very mad (and drowsy) woman, unable to paint at the moment because I'm having a hard time keeping my hand from shaking. I hate this!!!

Anyways, my sweets, I have to go and find the strenght to cook some dinner for my (very) hungry son. Hopefully, tomorrow I'll be able to make something nice to share with you all.

Nite, nite and have sweet dreams,


Melody Lea Lamb said...

Oh, so sorry you have to deal with all this. :( Hope things start looking up soon!
Hugs and prayers.

Jade Erin Scarlett said...

Thank you Melody, your kind words mean a lot.


Dors said...

Hang in there Jade.... I am sorry you have so much to deal with and I know how hard it can get, especially when you can't paint to take your mind off it all.
Keep strong my friend. thinking of you and rant to us all you want. I have a soft shoulder, lean on it and get well soon.
Hugs. Dors. xx

ArtistUnplugged said...

I will certainly pray for you! Sorry that you are having to deal with this. I despise to take medication that makes me drowsy. Uncertain as to what you are totally dealing with but I pray that your MRI and other tests come out clear and that whatever problems you are dealing with can be managed in a way that you can live with comfortably. Hang in there, life can certainly be challenging and you are right to ask for help and to lean on others. Sadly, life is not always fair. Big hug :).

Melissa M (Lagaz) said...

Oh, I'm sorry to hear that! Sending prayers to you!
Try to think positive. I know it's hard, but think your way healthy. You can beat it!! ((HUGS))

Jade Erin Scarlett said...

Thank you so so much for your kind words, girls. It means the world to me.

Many hugs,

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